O is a monster.


It deprives you of your sleep,
now it's even taking away family time.

It makes you feel guilty everytime you take some time to blog, like now. Such a sucky feeling.

This is really stupid lah.

Every night is like a 1 to 1 duel with your pile of homework. You persevere, you force yourself to stay away until the wee hours of the morning(okay maybe not so late), then before you start going into deep sleep to allow your body to rejuvenate, your mum's screaming at you to wake up for another day of school.

You go to school, take roughly 10 minutes to walk from where your mum drops you off to the canteen, look like you're going to die in everyday lesson, the teachers start asking you if you're okay with that concern look of theirs. You feel like telling them that life like that really sucks, but you just smile and say that you're just tired.


School is a fucking chore now.

I totally miss the times I'd wake up everyday in the morning and walk into the school with anticipation and all.


O is a monster.
O makes school like that.
O takes away your life.



But what to do, O determines your future.